...Randomness.July 4th.

Happy Independence Day!:)

Happy Birthday Jonathan O :)

I wish I was there celebrating and at the park to watch fireworks..

I miss the days. :)

The stress is really getting to me, on top of all the readings I have colds and I am constantly accompanied by my large box of tissue... Man, my nose is starting to really hurt because of all of this sinus. I feel like Rudolf the red nose reindeer.

Anyway, all my teachers right now are quite intimidating right now, but its funny because I could see right through them..they are like large wads of plastic and I know they have experienced stress in their lives and somehow, in some weird way, they want us to have a taste of what life in marketing would be like. Everyone has been stressing me lately, or maybe I have just been moody. School, Dad...Even Spencer is stressing pooping just as I walk in the door.. Great.

I talked to Jordan today, and man, he is so bored at our new place. His computer is still in shipping and classes don't start till August. I wish I could hang out with him more. If only I had the power to teleport. I hate to admit that we USED to be close.

Sad, sad, sad and more sad facts of life..

its not perfect...

and when it seems to be..

something will go wrong..

its just like the way that we were designed..

not set up for failure, but more like put in situations with a possibilty of failure..

every second counts,

every second matters.

and I would just like to say to random people..grr...that you really blew it. and that I hope you can cope up with what your decsions have lead you to.. I thought it could be so much more. tsk tsk tsk.

No, I'm probably not going nuts just yet..

I'm just living life.